Many people say that it's time for me to decide what I want to do in the future, and I can't come up with a thing...
Actually, I come up with things in my mind, that makes it plural.
I always want to do this and that, and I can't choose only one. Everybody knows that you can't just take them all. Not many people are that talented, haha...
But somehow I have my own way of thinking. I'm convinced that I have to try everything I want to try, and find out what I like along the way. So what if I like to do a lot of things? That only means I have a wider range of interest, right?
The problem is it's not that easy to try something new.
Somehow they think that the tries just don't worth it, that all of them will just be useless.
Someone even told me that I'm so stupid to not know what I like actually, something like, 'how come you're this old and can't even know what you want to do?'
They say that I have to use my brain, to think and know.
I am so dumbstruck and starting to think that maybe that's true, that everybody comes up with what they want to do in mind when they get bigger.
Like, PING! OH! I want to be a bloody scientist!
But how if they can't do it, for example, like me?
Am I a stupid if I really don't know?
